OK here’s the big one. It sounds like a good idea just not dealing with anything. It’s hard to focus on the good things in life if you are abused. Your constantly suffering at the hands of someone who should care for you. And while it really does sound like a good idea it’s not the answer. Think of how, once you get out, you could really make it burn and throw it back at them. Make them see what an amazing person you are and what they missed out on because they decided to put you down. Your amazing believe it or not. Maybe try to get out for a short time if you can. Spend some time with trusted family and friends. It’ll all be okay in time. remember that.

There is also 24/7 resources available such as the number below or visit their website here

1-800-273-8255

And just remember. It will pass with time and you have people there for you.